Here's a poem of how I feeling right now at the moment. I thought this was better instead of reading a long drawn essay of what is going on now. I hope you like it.
I love him, I have him, but I want and need HIM
See the lovey dovey hearts of the matter, I have in him
The laughter, the funny chatter, I have in him
Creamy, smooth, dark chocolate, I see in him
And yet I still want HIM
See I love him, but desire HIM
Look at him, my love is young at heart
But oh my HIM, talking about grown man business from the start
I love HIM with his ego, talking baby no need to upgrade me, he says let me upgrade you
Oh how my mental psyche craves for HIM
And yet my Aphrodisiac, my heart longing desire is him
See I got heart security in him, I believe he wouldn't hurt me
But when it comes to survival and security, Amen see HIM understands that welfare security
Its funny how I'm in love with someone but desire another.
I need for him and HIM to combine and become HE.
See when HE, the one comes along to meet and greet with me
See HE plus me, makes the world understand the true meaning of WE
That defined WE can make a difference
WE will do unthinkable, immeasurable, unconstrained wonders of the world in our lifetime
For when WE is here, you see God's amazing grace and favor
And that is what all relationships should savor
