Hey.
Yeah I know right.
Im confused and at a lost for understanding
Wait, how do you think I feel?
I never had my mind and heart battle so much as they do now
Mommy, no I'm not making any excuses or trying to be defensive.
Im speaking from a heart that's conflicting with my mind.
You say move on and put those things behind
Its not that easy, I just can't do it that easy
For this entity has become apart of me, more like another half
And I can't let it go without a fight.
No matter how much I'm pulled to run, the other piece wants to stay like cement.
Call me coocoo for that coco puff, but in disguise I think it's a lucky charm.
I can't leave that half on its own, I want to be there
No, I can't save everyone from everything, but this is like saving myself
Yeah, it has become me, maybe a while back it wouldn't be a few limbs
But hey that's what it is now and I don't know if it remain the same.
Huh, you ask me did I talk to God?
Do you not how much I pray, all this praying and believing is going to put my legs in shape for sure
You say I'm in danger, I think I am either way.
Losing someone I love to losing a piece of me to losing pieces of my life I never became apart of
What if it's a waste of time?
You could never say I didn't give up or didn't put up a fight.
I know things are hectic but soon the storm will calm.
Calming with the moonlight of peace or me lost like the wind running for freedom.
