A Pretty Picture of Diva!

I am just too cute! Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. OMG, I took this picture looking the mirror and I couldn't see nothing but beauty. (Gotta give yourself a pep talk in the morning, night, maybe all day) I love me some me! LOL

The Testimonial Purpose

Recently, I been talking to the heavenly father and we have been discussing my progress on the restructuring of me. A few months ago I had felt the notion that I was not worthy of acceptance in heaven (the devil THOUGHT he had me). I felt as if I was never going to amount to the deserving Christian God had intended for his people to be. After all my mistakes and doing the dirt I have done in the past, I felt like nothing. So later on one night, I was praying and talking to God, and he told me to open my bible and read the random page.

    I followed the directions and it was talking about people he left because of them constantly doing wrong and ignoring God, and he left them to suffer and reap their unfruitful harvest. Flipped to another page, the same thing. And it scared me, as if he was telling me he was going to do the same. I was so scared so I decided to pray about this frightening situation, I didn't want him to leave me and I didn't want him to let me leave him ,NEVER. As soon as I was about to, God said you are not done reading, flip to another page. (Mind you, I just close my bible and whatever it lands on, I read it.) So I did, and in big bold letters in my bible, it read "You are Never Alone." I cried because it was so meant for me, then I flipped to another page and it read the same thing, but it elaborated more on the subject. Then he explained to me why he showed me those other stories and what not in the bible to make a point. Those people didn't want him when they were so-called prospering, they didn't want to change when he begged them to, but when they were in trouble that's when they called on his name (it wasn't there to scare me, it was there to give me relief, woo). But I am focused on changing myself to his liking (Boy, is it hard), but the point was that I am trying. He knows I am not perfect, and he knows my struggles and after every test failure, he's ready to test me again until I pass, because he knows I am determined for this change. Seriously, He loves me!!!

    God is real and he loves and cares for his children. Call out to him now, and receive Jesus in your life! Do it now, because I don't want you to attempt when it too late. And just remember to repent and he will wash your sins away as if they didn't even exist. No matter what you are going through, you have his mercy. I bet he is just waiting for you to talk to him, just reach out and I promise he will reach back, and place you under his covering, IF YOUR WILLING. That's all I wanted to say.

-Diva